Natarajasana - (Royal Dancer)

Natarajasana - (Royal Dancer)
Amy Jin - Courtesy of "The Pitch" & Angela Bond

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Big Ups!

The City Of Dubuque's/Human Rights Department's Intercultural Competency Leadership Training (Dubuque, IA)(2014)
At their request, so bravo to them, bravo to me. Provided presence, experience, background, & feedback, while simultaneously taking in, getting updated, refreshing past (academic & other) learning, & showing up to add Love Yoga: The Movement/Amy Jin flava to the current diversity-improving model that has already started infiltrating City Government, businesses, institutions of learning, & organizations of all kinds via rocking choice, recognizing a next step needing to be established in consciously evolving Dubuque's intolerant, ignorant, & bigoted past, setting an example for the world.

Voted "Kansas City's 'Best Yoga Teacher" by The People & "The Pitch" (2007)

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Santa Monica (Bryan Kest) Power Yoga Instructor, Trained & Certified (Quintana Roo/Tulum, Mexico)(2005)
A 3-week, 200 hour in-depth immersion in yoga thought, philosophy, and practice including but not limited to 100 hours of Hatha practice and meditation, 100 hours of learning the multi-dynamic possibilities of asana and meditation, as well as Satsang, Sanskrit, kirtan, noble silence, juice fasting, and a 10 hour master Iyengar course.

Spiritual Illumination & Leadership (Kansas City Metro Area, KS & MO+)(since 2002)
Expert on the Indigo/Crystal Children phenomenon, healing, and in-the-Light, all-natural lifestyle-related topics, featured in The Edge, KC Wellness Magazine, http://www.childrenofthenewearth.com/, http://www.planetlightworker.com/, and The Kansas City Star. Featured & requested speaker for the Psychic Studies Institute (Unity Temple on the Plaza), UMKC's Communiversity, The University of Kansas Medical Center's Interdenominational/Interfaith Alliance, Gardens of Delight, UCOP (Unity Church of Overland Park), Unity Temple on the Plaza (independent event), holistic healing centers, & spiritual bookstores across the country, The Dubuque Community School District Board, etc.

Full-Ride Division I Scholarship Athlete (Volleyball), Summa Cum Laude (3.95/4.0 G.P.A.)(DePaul University)(Chicago, IL)(2000)
Conference USA All Freshman Team Nominee. DePaul University Athletic Department’s Jean Nordberg Award recipient (DePaul Athletic Banquet), given for excellence in leadership, personal character, and academics. (Senior year Co-)Captain. DePaul University's College of Commerce's Honors Marketing Program (by selection). Bachelor's of Science in (Honors) Marketing.

The State of Iowa's Class 3A Player of the Year (Largest Class at the Time)(Volleyball), Salutatorian (3.99/4.0 G.P.A.)(Wahlert High School)(Dubuque, IA)(1996)
+ (Athletic Stripes in Reverse Chronology) Mizuno 1st-Team All-Star Selection
1996 Class 3A State Champions
1st-Team All-State Tournament
1st-Team Elite All-State
Mississippi Valley Conference "Athlete of the Year"
1st-Team All-Mississippi Valley Conference
The Telegraph Herald 1st-Team All-Area
Team Co-Captain
Female award recipient of Wahlert High School's prestigious Galen P. Thomas Award, given for excellence in academic awareness, citizenship, reliability, and participation in other activities in and outside of academia (nomination by coaches).

Post-Photo Shoot, Sat./10.29.11

New Paradigmatic Enlightenment Services:

This Movement is committed to the spiritual power of individuals who are committed to their own spiritual growth and existence while they R here. Therefore, all prices are negotiable for those who desire to become more enlightened, ascended, Christ or Buddha-like, and additional donations are always welcome towards this informally begun non-profit Movement.

If U are sincere and have pure intentions, you will immediately be seen for that. These prices reflect an acknowledgment of the capitalistic society in which we live, believes that the best in class deserve to be paid accurately 4 their gifts, and that, in an ideal society, the enlightened would flow money power, if such a thing even existed. It also believes that $ means nothing to the truly powerful, but creating Utopia, so to speak, according to the rules until they R different, is also the place to be.

I find that my practitioners/students who invest and do the work, individually, with me, especially in conjunction with regular attendance to the asana classes I lead, see tremendous benefit, including pretty immediate "huge" revelations, releases of pent-up emotion, a "synchronistic" or miraculous event, or a job promotion, to name a few.

  • · LEARNING (Ashtanga-based)(Santa Monica) POWER YOGA &/or MEDITATION (with many types of influence—primarily Zen Soto [Buddhist], New Age/Metaphysical, & “the kind yogis do in class”) WITH ME-$85 4 1 Personalized Lesson. U may purchase a pre-paid group of 10 sessions for $800 (8-mo. expiration from date of purchase, intended, ideally, for use within 1.5-2)(non-refundable, non-transferable, however, unused sessions may be donated to other students in financial need prior to their expiring). No “traveling” fees in this Movement, except over 20 miles.
  • · EMF BALANCING TECHNIQUE (Phases I-IV) and SPIRITUAL ILLUMINATION SESSIONS-Advanced Energywork connected to the Indigo and Crystal Children Phenomenon, also known as the "Martial Art Of The Heart," and Spiritual Teaching & Guidance Sessions-for truth & healing to the center of your being from an “awakened forerunner Indigo/Crystal Child” (That means “Spiritual Luminary with a high level of spiritual acumen & accuracy”). Typical topics that emerge or are brought to the latter are Work, Relationships, Life Purpose, Core or Untapped Gifts, including Spiritual ones, and past hurts that require higher perspective to be unwound into free-flowing energy. $200 per session (Typically, 1 hr.-1 hr. and 15 min.).
  • · SPIRITUAL ILLUMINATION-BUSINESS DEVELOPMENT and IMPROVEMENT FROM WITHIN for sole proprietors to corporations. Cost depends on project & can be adapted to fit your budget. Please inquire.
  • Cash, check, & money orders are acceptable methods of payment. Amy Jin may be reached at EternalLove47@aol.com with inquiries or to schedule.
  • Spiritual Illumination Sessions can be done in person, by phone, and also in writing (electronically or hand-written). Energywork can also be done over the phone.

Titthibhasana - (Firefly Pose)

Titthibhasana - (Firefly Pose)

Honorable Giving: Generous Love Offerings Power This Movement

Honorable Giving: Generous Love Offerings Power This Movement
Feel good about contacting EternalLove47@aol.com to give and receive (M/7.29.2013: Feel good about knowing that this has already begun, more officially than ever before, since my return to Dubuqueland on 12.31.2011. Let's keep it flowing Big on behalf of Source). Needed immediately (Contact Amy Jin [EternalLove47@aol.com] for details):

  • -Donations to back a stand-alone Physical Location/Income for my teaching and this Movement
  • -Increased donations/backing to fund positive Activities, spreading Santa Monica Power Yoga-based teachings and lifestyle, traditional Ashtanga Yoga, traditional meditation, and wisdom teachings from myriad traditions that help to awaken and enlighten a people, regardless of physical location
  • -Others in Mass Media to donate Promotion of the ideals/ideas examined here for the enlightenment and spiritual dimension of those who would benefit from this Movement
  • -A Contemporary, Cutting-Edge Web Designer on donation/trade with the Movement to provide 'Net presence
  • -A Network of Elite Healers to Exchange Holistic Healing/Spiritual/Conventional Medicine/(Holistic) Dentistry Work on Trade, who R committed to excellence in their practice, with teachers and leaders of this Movement, as it develops

Urdhva Prasarita Eka Padasana - (Standing Splits, Y'All!)

Urdhva Prasarita Eka Padasana - (Standing Splits, Y'All!)

2011 Lovers of This Spiritual Movement & Amy Jin's Work: Given Resources, Products, Services

  • Jessica Schifman*, Power Yogini (Overland Park, Kansas)(Kansas City Metro Area): Intuitively and custom-made lifestyle products-Please inquire about intuitively-made Power Yoga Mat Straps. My latest is about the beauty of the ancestors (Native American power!) and the Buddha.
  • Sarah Brent, Amy Jin's Co-Captain from DePaul (Volleyball)(Bella Vista, Arkansas): $ supporting the Movement!
  • Lauren Naylor & Focal Point Salon (Phoenix/Scottsdale, AZ): Haircut & rockin' purple hair color *TRADE*-turned-Love Offering to Love Yoga: The Movement. A beautiful team effort on Mayo Blvd. to rep Beauty on this list (www.focalpointsalon.com).
  • B.J. & the Metro Motorsports/RideNow Powersports Peoria team* (Peoria, Arizona)(Phoenix Metro Area): YAMAHA Zuma 125 TLC & industry friendship. And they still have my hot chocolate! Become less of a burden on this planet by supporting the rockin' hype color, fun, sensitivity, creativity, style, & opportunity for self-mastery, better operation of all motor vehicles, & personal expressiveness through Motorsports wherever U R (http://youtu.be/lWCK-pq3qDQ)!
  • KEY: $=$1-500, $$=$501-1000, $$$=$1001-10,000, $$$$=Over $10,000

2012 Powering-The-Yoga Supa Humans/Collective Efforts!

  • Jessica Schifman*, Power Yogini (Overland Park, Kansas)(Kansas City Metro Area): An Amy Jin-encouraged Power Yoga mat strap line, finally developed! I was rockin' one on mine while teaching in Kansas City before any yoga brand came out with similar concepts. "Gold" has been donated to Love Yoga: The Movement (www.lillybit.com).
  • Dr.Joseph A. Magno***, Author, retired Associate Professor of Philosophy at Loras College, and healing practitioner (Dubuque, Iowa): $ for the journey/to support me/the Movement!
  • Sarah-Mom and Sam-Dad Schmelzer**, former Dubuque Internal Medicine Business Office Woman & Golden-Day John Deere Dubuque Works Laborer, respectively (Dubuque, Iowa): $ to raise the current official vehicle of the Movement, my YAMAHA Zuma 125, from the dead and get it back on the road for the first time in Iowa!
  • Northeast Iowa Community College, one of the top ten community colleges in the nation (by the Aspen Institute)!(Peosta, Iowa): Provost approval and leadership (who R Power Yogi/nis!) hoorah!s to post Love Yoga: The Movement flyers and class times at both the Peosta campus and the Dubuque Center locations. U can't get more enlightened than that! Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, both, support the development of enlightened human beings, a more conscious, intelligent society, and delighting in the enchantment of learning thru whatever excellent means necessary!
  • Brett Albarado***, fellow Light bringer, a former colleague at the horrifying Unity School of Christianity at Unity Village, MO (Red Wing, Minnesota): $ given in the truest spirit of tithing to this Movement.
  • Please note: All Love Offerers are listed with their permission. All who support The Movement R encouraged to receive due recognition and karma for their actions thru this section. Please be aware that there are also those listed who since have been terminated, in regard to their relationship to myself and/or Love Yoga: The Movement but, by my choice, will continue to be listed until I determine to axe all mention of them. As always, may all beings receive their due and righteous karma. As a Catholic schoolgirl, I learned it was once said, "Whatsoever U do to the least of my people, that U do unto me." It wasn't mentioned what would happen when U hurt or harm one of the most significant souls, or on that same token, help them, because it hopefully requires no explanation:
  • *Hmm-mm.
  • **On spiritual/psychic probation by Source. And by Source, not humans, because spiritual invasion or psychic stalking by other humans is not only creepy as crap but against Spiritual Law. Don't break any laws. Simply arm yourself with the truth, and do not stray from it.
  • ***Energy no longer allowed to affiliate with Love Yoga: The Movement. Period. Until further notice. S/6.7.2014: And until Wrong is made Right, where possible. I would, if I were you, but I am not. The question is, "Will U?"

The 2013 Honorable Love Offerers of Love Yoga: The Movement

  • Wal-Mart-Dubuque, my hometown's location of the American retail giant (Dubuque, Iowa): A gift certificate ($) to provide all-natural/organic food for the upcoming Ashtanga/Power Yoga Film Pow-Wow & to Love Yoga: The Movement, in general! Thanks to Jennifer, Cash Manager, for taking the time to hear my vision, the resistance to help by other Food & Grocery people in town, & taking about 3 seconds to respond enthusiastically that "Yes!" they'd help and "Thanks for all you're doing!" in a society where genuine gratitude is a rarity. Now, that's Power Yoga leadership. Way to step up to the mic, Wal-Mart!
  • Brett Albarado***, fellow Light bringer (Seer, Channel, Reader...), former colleague at the "The-Indigo-Children-Will-Need-2-Get-Their-Own-Movement!" Unity School of Christianity at Unity Village, MO, multi-purpose Maintenance Mechanic, vehicular healer, & an all-around amazing incarnate Angel (Red Wing, Minnesota): $$$ donated to Amy Jin, Love Yoga: The Movement, & the spread of wise, conscious, intelligent creation of the world's future, from ground up, as a celebration of the existence of universal love that transcends belief.
  • Monks Kaffee Pub* (Dubuque, Iowa): An original, A&E & consciousness-supporting concept on Bluff Love Offering the space and media equipment for our Love Yoga: The Movement May 26th Ashtanga/Santa Monica Power Yoga Film Pow-Wow & Satsang, giving everyone another home off our yoga mats!
  • Bill Finn, President of Scorpio Productions & one of the first "regular" Power Yoga practitioners in this area! (Dubuque, IA): For being the bridge that led to the connection for the event with Trish Feldman, Monks Kaffee Pub's awesome Co-Owner, who relayed, "They're TOTALLY excited to host it!" Music & chai officially makes the world go 'round.
  • David C. Moeller*, Lead Tech Coach for the Dubuque Community School District & dedicated, front-row practitioner in practice! (Dubuque, IA): $ given with gratitude, in class & with class, to Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement for the spread of Is-ness on the planet.
  • Anonymous (4 now)!***, Food leader of the new paradigms represented by Love Yoga: The Movement (Dubuqueland, IA): $ generously given in faith to The Movement, exemplifying keeping one's word, leadership by example, the power of right alliance, & working positive karma in integrity. Cheers to alliances kept solid thru enlightenment & real effort on both sides. "Clean food" is also about chi. Think "U R what U eat."

The 2014 Love Offerers' Wall Of Celebration & Is-ness--

  • Brett Albarado***, Maintenance Mechanic, Aspiring Power Yogi!, & embodiment of Faith in the Truth (Red Wing, Minnesota): $ above & beyond the Suggested Love Offering for individualized work, as a way of giving & expressing love naturally & perfectly, & funding to help establish the 1st Tapas Workshop in this area as fact!
  • Frank Bonacci, one of many high-caliber professors, but Amy Jin's 1st! English prof, at DePaul University, now a Grant-Writer, a certified teacher of Kundalini Yoga, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, AND a steadfast practitioner of Love Yoga: The Movement's Work! (Schiller Park/Chicago, IL): $ in Scholarship & Love Offering toward the "LOVE YOGA: THE MOVEMENT’S VISION: On Life & Flow—The Tapas Of A Modern Day Yog/ini" Workshop & the continuation of brilliance all over the world, moving on inspiration, producing results, as dedication always does.
  • Wal-Mart-Dubuque (Dubuque, Iowa): Sadly, Jennifer's gone, but Wal-Mart has stepped up again this year to provide a little charitable $ love after our "On Life & Flow" Workshop, thanks to Karen K. & the Accounting crew! Eventually, I'd like all area businesses, big & small, on board with eco-friendly, happy, healthy reality-creation. Our Tapas couldn't be more needed or relevant today. A bow of gratitude to one of the only places whose prices I still trust on organic, all-natural, vegetarian sustenance.
  • The beautiful Dubuque Arboretum (Dubuque, Iowa): This venue, under the leadership of Sandi Helgerson, Executive Director, has offered a "supporting landlord" place (more like support that's otherworldly) to put Ashtanga-based, Santa Monica Power Yoga classes back on the map in Dubuqueland/the Midwest! after many months without a physical location to call "home." The magic, peace, and perfect partnering of this space--a strong presence & opportunity to experience natural beauty in the city for 33 years on volunteers alone--with the destiny of this Movement has infinite potential in both synergy and spark for both individuals and our nation.

Urdhva Dhanurasana - (Backbend)

Urdhva Dhanurasana - (Backbend)

Power Yoga Practitioner Love: Boyna Bear!

Power Yoga Practitioner Love: Boyna Bear!
Osage, Creek, Choctaw, & German. Former Pro Soccer Player (Kansas City, MO), Teacher, Soccer Coach Within Native Organizations (Tulsa, OK)

Discovering The PC Cam:

Discovering The PC Cam:

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F/July 18.2014

F/July 18.2014
(And My Personal Favorite--The "Miss Universe" Wave)--If Only All Encounters With PC Cams In Our World Were This Pure.

Representin' True Style With A Conscience.

Representin' True Style With A Conscience.
Statement On Back. Icon On Front: Afraid Of Eagle, Oglala Sioux

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Sunday, September 7, 2014

The Church Of The Fallen Angels--Those Who Cannot Hold The Bar Of Love Yoga: The Movement--Ask, & You Shall Receive:

      I asked Source to uncover the Truth, even within my Movement. Unfortunately, this is what I've most recently uncovered. From the E-Update flow (E-mailed /in general corrections included in parentheses)...

***EMERGENCY: An E-Update From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, W/8.27.2014!***
Thu, Aug 28, 2014 11:10 pm

Practitioners & Chosen Connections of Love Yoga: The Movement: Please send highest thoughts & Rightful outcome.
      I was receiving text messages & voicemails after I had dinner with my new friend (who is married with 4 children, for those who need clarification. Thank you for those who do not!) hours ago that I did not receive until after that time from Brett, the practitioner I've been reporting that I'm staying with here/how I've been, stating that he was evicted & that I should return to move all my stuff to an unknown location. Actually he kept saying, "(we're evicted)," but it's hard to understand that at all, at this point since the police are now involved as he & I got into a confrontation in the street outside his apartment, when I discovered, in the pouring rain, that he'd gone into all of my stuff, thrown it in garbage bags, done whatever with it (still unknown), & tied up my Zuma 125 in the trailer he'd gone to get, as well as half of my things, then proceeded to purposefully lock me out of both the apartment and the trailer, as I attempted to gather all my belongings to me, after (my fellow Child of The New Earth) had said to me before I got out of his car, "DO NOT go anywhere else with this guy--ever." When he took off with my things, locking me out of my purse/wallet & temp. cell phone & all of my things, (my fellow Child of The New Earth) said to get in the car--we were going to follow him. This led to a chase to Brett's brother's house, where he lied about staying there for the night & that he would get me a hotel room & give me the things out of the trailer, at least. He did not do the latter, & further investigation by both (my fellow Child of The New Earth) & I & authorities proved he was not staying with Bartt, nor did Bartt or Melanie, his wife, know anything of his staying there. Neither he nor LuAnn, the landlord (not "neighbor") who apparently had evicted Brett at the end of last month? (which I also found out about tonite), will answer calls or texts from the authorities, even though I found out tonight that LuAnn, his slumlord landlord at hand in the Phone/Internet issues, works with the police force, though she is not "licensed" but Community-Oriented. (My fellow Child of The New Earth) was arguing with Brett at both Bartt's house then here at the hotel. I've stated severe concerns about the lack of action by the police force, Brett's claim to show up tomorrow to let me get my things in his trailer, & just how I will get to or regather the things still at the apt., hoping to God they are all safe & there.
      (My fellow Child of The New Earth/former-1st-Responder superhuman!) has said that he has a transition plan for me, both in safe places to stay & possibly income. He was actually a landlord I had gone along on the ride with to see a bigger, better place to live in the last few days.
      I am beyond devastated on behalf of this world.
      In addition to a number of SPAM comments tonight on the website, I also received this, possibly from some new people who have found me thru dropped Resumes/Word of Mouth? since apparently everyone is talking about it, though most comments are that I look like a Supermodel who belongs in California. You act as though I care or want that. My comments are below. Again, nothing like being attacked by the same types of people from multiple dimensions over & over & over again. My only prayers are that Source washes them away without question or hesitation.
      I have never gone more into enlightenment in the Light in hell.

"Love Is The Medicine"

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Anonymous said...
      My friend told me about ur site. I have to say... people like you are the reason yoga has any bad name. Reading ur articles u are racist beyond belief... hopefully no one buys into ur BS!!!
      Thursday, August 28, 2014 9:12:00 PM

Amy Jin Schmelzer said...
      Hmm. This looked like SPAM, but I thought it might actually have a few brain cells behind it. Doesn't mean any intelligence, but please know that I am a Messenger of Source, and all of my statements are bold proclamations of truth from perfect presence in all of my experiences, including this one. And, by the way, you're just helping validate every single thing I've written. Why don't you & your friend(s) be brave & make yourself publicly known, what your background is, and what credentials you have to even speak in my direction. How 'bout if I am Right, & your life is a waste, you immediately perish. That's not a question but a request on behalf of the only things Pure & Virtuous left on the planet, including myself.
      Thursday, August 28, 2014 10:49:00 PM

Amy Jin Schmelzer said...
      P.S. I can't imagine what you actually look like.
      Thursday, August 28, 2014 10:50:00 PM

Namaste.

Peace Without Rugs
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
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*To be removed from the Love Yoga: The Movement Database, simply respond to this e-mail and say that. This Database is reserved for Love Yoga: The Movement Love Offerers/Donors, paid Healing/Spiritual Illumination clients, V.I.P. colleagues, my connections in related industries, regular practitioners of the work itself, and others in the moment becuz I say so. Those of U carbon copied are not, technically, on the List. U R considered "extended family" & may or may not be included on any given E-Update, based on my intuition.*

---Next E-Update:

From: Amy Jin
Subject: Re: ***EMERGENCY: An E-Update From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, W/8.27.2014!***
Fri, Aug 29, 2014 9:01 am

      Officer Brian Metling & Mund, the officer I've been in contact with about the damage to cars outside Brett's apt., just told me that Brett was on a lease (He's not), that he was not evicted yesterday, & that he is being allowed to put all of my stuff in his vehicle--that he just wants me out of his apt. & that that's what happened yesterday. He is also being allowed to hold my things hostage, & the police are now saying Brett's a "nice guy" who put me up in this hotel & would be happy to give me a ride back to Iowa & that that would be safe.

---Next E-Update:

From: Amy Jin
To: A Positive Connection In The Red Wing Area
Subject: Fwd: ***EMERGENCY: An E-Update From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, W/8.27.2014!***

      "A friend of Brett's who sent the following to my database, after invading it..."

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: intuitjean ; imastandupguy
Cc: *Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update List*
Sent: Fri, Aug 29, 2014 8:28 am
Subject: Re: ***EMERGENCY: An E-Update From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, W/8.27.2014!***

      Jeannie, I'd have to consult an attorney, but it seems when you're invading my personal contacts to issue complete lies about me with a federal-level badge, that's grounds not just for firing but criminal prosecution.
      I have already called the FBI about you & will do so. Too bad you missed what happened yesterday, just to add further karma to your plate.
      Where Spiritual Teachers & Seers go, you're an outdated Apple IIC, & I'm a just-arrived futuristic model with all the bells & whistles.
      You might try asana instead of chain-smoking, from what I hear.
      And some of them already know about the stalker candles in his apt.
      Weren't you the one after his first manic episode that told him to tell me to "kick him, beat him, & scream at him?" My response, of course, was that I'd just hoped he'd practice Yoga.

I Am Turning You In. It Seems My Writing Doesn't Keep People Like You Away Nearly Enough From Me Or My Light. Brett, You Need To Be Here Imminently With My Belongings & Ensure I End Up In One Place With All My Things In Perfect Condition, As Promised.

Hello,
      My name is Jeannie. I am a psychic and I have an FBI Agent number. I am writing all of you today to try to help a friend. His name is Brett whom I've known 30 years. Some of you may know him as imastandupguy. I would say all of you know Amy Jin in one way or another.
      Recently I have been in contact with Brett. He told me about the many things that have happened concerning Amy Jin. How she makes herself the victim. How everything that happens to her is the cause of another person/s actions or inactions. How Brett was called a thief by stealing $120 dollars from her. (The check he wrote Amy was lost in the mail it was deposited a week later.) How there is no work within the area that Brett lives. (I checked that one myself, there's over 100 jobs available in a 15 mile radius of Brett.)
      Brett has helped Amy as much as he can, and he continues to help her. Just recently Brett has offered to take Amy to the Mall Of America so she can buy new clothes, on Bretts dime. Even though Amy has threatened to sue him and his landlords. She has also talked about suing a local Dry Cleaner in Red Wing. She has also threatened to call the Police and pressing charges against Brett. Brett left his house for four days over that one
      The real reason I am sending this email is to let anyone know who is thinking about helping Amy, you're probably better off refusing to help her. Tell her your mother in law is visiting, even if you're not married. She is sue happy. In my opinion she would sue over anything, she needs the money. If you offer her a place to stay then evict her she will threaten to sue you.
      Be careful how you help Amy, you may regret it. Brett will continue to help her, he knows how to handle her and her threats. Amy can stay in Bretts apartment indefinitely, he is planning to travel for work to various Nuclear Power Plants and Oil Refineries in our nation. Walla! House Sitter.
      In closing don't believe Amy and don't worry about her.

This e-mail and any attachments are confidential. If you are not the intended recipient, you may not disclose, copy, distribute or use this e-mail or its attachment.

---Next:

(No subject)
From: Brett Albarado imastandupguy@yahoo.com
To: eternallove47@aol.com
Sun, Aug 31, 2014 2:00 pm

Amy Jin,
      I talked Luanna into letting us stay at the apt. It is at a price though of $100 more a month.

---Next:

(No subject)
From: Brett Albarado imastandupguy@yahoo.com
To: eternallove47@aol.com
Sun, Aug 31, 2014 4:41 pm

Amy Jin,
      I told you, I would take you myself. Not rent you a room, not rent you a U-Haul. Especially when I can rent a U-Haul trailer, take you back, drive myself back for a $100, and in less than a day. Or better yet have (aforementioned Child of The New Earth) do it. Take responsibility for your actions, learn from that lesson/lessons then move on. Wynn isn't going to say you threatened him with a lawsuit for no reason. You scared Wynn and Luanna with the thought of being sued. They had no problems with us here until that happened. You also have 3 witnesses to your stuff falling off the cart you were pushing. When I put your stuff in plastic bags so it wouldn't get wet from the rain, I placed your stuff very gently in the bags. I didn't drop any bags from your room to the trailer. I set everything on the floor of the trailer, not stacked, so there was no chance of anything falling and being damaged. Once again take responsibility for your actions. So, who is pure? You are just like all
      off us we all make mistakes. I learned a lot about you, and I seen the effects of the bullying, the...(Details omitted)...abuse from your family. Jeannie received a lot of responses from the e-mails she sent. The main response in general was: Hope to see more e-mails like yours exposing the truth. Another response in various wording, Self Obsessed Pathetic Rants, always the victim. Your loyal following is wondering how you can have so many problems with the Law, Evictions and Employers. But are they loyal, their only loyalty is to not saying anything because they don't want to be removed from your list because your emails are a form of entertainment to them.
      I personally think you would make an excellent life partner and a good mother because of everything you've experienced in your lifetime. I know you wouldn't treat your children the way you've been treated and you would defend your children.
      Look for a partner that appreciates you and all that you're about. A partner that realizes all that you have to offer. A partner that will protect you and your family. A partner that can be, and will be there for you and your family.
      Good Luck in your future!
      P.S. I haven't eaten all day. do you want to get something to eat

---Next E-Update:

-----Original Message-----
From: Brett Albarado
To: eternallove47
Sent: Mon, Sep 1, 2014 8:14 am

Amy Jin,
      I miss your presence. I will miss watching you become successful. I will miss your Happy Stride. I will miss all the good in you. But most of all I will miss the Mystical, Magical, Marvelous Amy Jin.
      You are Appreciated, Loved and Protected. You are Success!

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: imastandupguy
Cc: *Amy Jin's E-Update List*
Sent: Mon, Sep 1, 2014 2:06 pm
Subject: Man Up. Psychopath & Psychopathic Liar Admission Needed.

      Brett, you broke the angel (Family heirloom given to me as a gift by someone who had attended my spiritual lectures at the Unity Church of Overland Park [KS], back in the day, ironically). I didn't even have to leave more than a voicemail with the corrupt cop who was yelling that you weren't even evicted, making excuses for your not showing up on time with my personal belongings you stole/took hostage for him to file a police report, & I am going to continue to follow up with them about you, including you & your insane connections taking off after me in order to adult-kidnap me & psychologically twist me into your criminal game, according to Source & the United States of America.
      Why don't you forward those e-mails & disclose who's saying what? I've requested that info. from them. I warned you to leave my database alone. You should do that.
      I will take one last Love Offering to make up for what you have done, which is torture & keep me from forward movement for 8 weeks, break both my alarm clock & statuette--both of which were in totes or bags I did not drop. I asked you to not touch my things. You did that. Take responsibility for your need for mental help & also putting your hands all over my belongings, then running away with them, as you did my cash. You are finished, Brett.
      Please pass on any belongings of mine, that Love Offering to close up & complete your desire to help with living and transportation needs & the continuation of my life & Movement, but after that, or if you don't, either way, your time with me, & anyone connected to you, or anything I do, is over. All further communications are to be sent to either the Dubuque's or Red Wing's Police Departments. They are to reach me at my e-mail address until a non-fraudulent home & income flows are procured.
      You are hideous to me, as both a person and a soul. I hope you understand how much I feel that & have always felt that on any level other than as a non-biased, enlightened Teacher & Leader of Souls. As a man, I wouldn't have said anything more than a friendly "Hello" to you, as I would anyone else, at any point in knowing you. You should take some time to absorb that & how frightened you should be of yourself, given that, & embarrassed for the rest of your life.

Peace Without Rugs
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
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United States of America

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: imastandupguy
Cc: *Amy Jin's E-Update List*
Sent: Mon, Sep 1, 2014 2:22 pm
Subject: Re: Man Up. Psychopath & Psychopathic Liar Admission Needed.

      And, in front of everyone, besides those who already know, it was my Spiritual Guidance that led you back here to Red Wing to confront the horrors of your past & also finally find financial stability. You. Are. Welcome.
      Why didn't Jeannie tell everyone what my reaction was when you offered to take me shopping for clothes, of all things, rather than do or help me establish any Power Yoga here?
      And you should share that I told you that I wouldn't accept your backing for a shala anymore weeks ago, if you offered me one tomorrow...amongst all the other things that aren't on there because you wanted a house sitter and a sex slave like the 25-year-olds on your Yahoo Messenger, screen saver, & past? Most Asian (not -American)? Hey, but the crotch shot of the girl who wanted to chat with me one of my 1st days in your jail cell of a home wasn't proof enough.
      Some of you remember my delinquent student down in Phoenix with the Asian porn collection. Brett was warned about anything like this & about sexual harrassment, which he was fired from UNITY School of Christianity for, which he denies...which I'd accept if I didn't see him get hauled out of the building as the only witness when it happened in the employee break room, & if he hasn't been warned since he tracked me down in 2010 when I was still in Phoenix for "Spiritual Guidance work that you do that I've always wanted to do" exactly that--sexually charged language, harrassing information, & an inability to stop. As of 2014.

You & Jeannie & Any Of My Students Who've Already Issued The Ultimate Betrayal By Encouraging Your Criminality Deserve Jail Cells Together, Which Definitely Would Need Padded Walls.

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: eternallove47 ; imastandupguy
Cc: *Amy Jin's E-Update List*
Sent: Mon, Sep 1, 2014 2:25 pm
Subject: Re: Man Up. Psychopath & Psychopathic Liar Admission Needed.

Correction: "employee locker room"

---Next E-Update:

IMPORTANT!--Re: Urgent: RESPONSE REQUIRED FROM AMY JIN. VERY SERIOUS.
Thu, Sep 4, 2014 5:24 pm

***Amy Jin.jpg***

Quote Of The Day--Pertaining To The Libelous E-Mail Some Of You Received Directly, & All Of You Have Now, From Me:

"There ARE no psychics with 'badge' or 'Agent' numbers employed by the F.B.I. (Funny pause, as if he got who I was, & we both wanted to say "yet!")...I mean, there are volunteers, or people who step forward, or even used, with information in cases...so right upfront, the first sentence is a lie."-Deputy Agent On Duty, Minneapolis Division Of The F.B.I., 9.4.2014

I want you to know that even those that have asked off of this list, I know some of your souls and that you are Good & loyal--and have been--to me and to everything I have taught you, even if/when you stopped practicing with me. Source tells me these things, and that is what I base my personal estimations on.

Those of you who would join the Judas of Love Yoga: The Movement, Brett Albarado, and his few Fallen Angels who've energetically vamped now on you and I both, in lies, despicable repute, and the continued, undeserved degradation of my person prior to this information, enjoy your Church In Hell.

Love Yoga: The Movement AND Amy Jin Schmelzer live on with undeniable inner FIRE.

As always. And as meant to.

That cannot be stopped but by Source Itself.

Thank you.

Peace Without Rugs
"True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin
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United States of America

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(No subject)
From: Amy Jin eternallove47@aol.com
To: A Potential Power Yoga Student In Red Wing Who Knows Brett Albarado & Also Came At Me, Reporting Lies
Fri, Sep 5, 2014 2:46 pm

P.P.S. Please note that Brett was the one in a screaming match with his landlord by phone. I talked to her once (& had a great conversation about who I was & why I was trying to relocate here), after which Brett only told me she thought I was "very beautiful" but that LuAnn & her sister had been whores when she was a teenager because she was on drugs. Hmm. A car I rented for one day was attacked with a sharp object, as were, possibly, at least 4 others parked in the same area, in those weeks. I spoke with LuAnn's husband once to massage the situation after Brett's fight with LuAnn (He never did fix the wiring the next day, all the way into the basement, as I heard him tell her he would. He was planning on doing so, he told me, then taking what they owed him out of his Rent, which I disagreed with & told him he should keep it all on the up & up, but that's not his way with a lot of things, I found out since my arrival) but add some reality to it for them, making no threats but providing some suggestions for whoever was resonsible to man/woman up. He's a monster to me in every way. I witnessed & was on the receiving end of confusion & missing links that all led to his lying, contorting, & manipulating the truth for his own benefit & to keep hidden agendas & feelings (Clearly, he is not good at it for those of us who can see right thru such b.s.).

Restraining Orders & Further Justice Waiting In The Wings!

Amy Jin Schmelzer
9.7.2014

Tuesday, August 26, 2014

Love Is The Medicine

Check your intentions. It starts with the reason you live.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Another Rockin' Restaurant: India Garden (Rochester, MN):

Benevolence-&-honor-of-a-Teacher (or something like that)-rather-than-Food-Stamps led my adventure to ethnic I'd kind of left alone for a while, due to those traumatic workplace experiences in Indian-Pakistani cuisine...however, I can't lie. The musica, the Sabzi Curry, the whole vibe...I've so missed you. Rehman Zahid, wherever U be, sending U Love. And the chai? Water to my triple water sign soul...Medicine. It was so amazing, I questioned how anything that perfect could be real. All I could do was talk about World Peace & going to Mysore.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Gotta Get Self-Sustaining In Red Wing, MN: An Amy Jin Update For Those Who Care/Uphold Right

For all those real yogs across this country with delinquent aspirants, I feel you. Mr.Brett Albarado here is no longer invited (Yes, it's an honor) to back this Movement or any potential physical location for it for a number of--interesting--betrayals since my arrival here July 4th (Details, possibly, to follow). Let's all hope he can keep what promises he's made that remain, including getting me safely to wherever I am going to be indefinitely next (primarily assuming he kept screwing up & going worse-than-John-Miller/Amy-Jin's-adoptive-family on me/anyone who knows the Beauty & Truth my Light creates). Stealing the $120 I had left to eat & get gas for the 125 with, etc., certainly isn't helping, so let's all hope he returns it pronto--as soon as he gets back from hiding at whatever hotel he's been at since Friday, especially since his (also slumlord landlord'd) apartment where I'm supposed to be working on life & the Movement from (including dozens of Resumes/job inquiries I've made from here since landing) hasn't been working for a week & a half (Note to your Address Book!), & it's completely unclear if it was because of his turning off his utilities during a fight with his boss(es) at the refinery where he works or because the landlords disconnected some wires during some much-needed landscaping I'd been manifesting during my 1st few weeks here & now don't want to take responsibility for doing it, as of today when I told Wynn (the husband of the married couple landlords) he was jeopardizing something huge by running from his responsibilities & leaving this particular V.I.P. guest without communications, especially in case of emergencies, not to mention life & income-earning. -Love from the Red Wing Public Library, This Lured, Exiled Spiritual Refugee King. UPDATE: 5:23P--Money in the bank, y'all. Way 2 go, B.Albarado. Integrity creates Heaven on Earth.

Sunday, August 3, 2014

Healthy, Fresh Amy Jin Soul Food: Sky Dragon Buffet Chinese Restaurant (Rochester, MN)

      So I've seen everything, at this point, from little, ethnic holes in the wall (including what ended up being probably a couple straight up ghetto joints, but I loved them all, just the same) to upscale, and this might be one of the best Chinese restaurants I've ever eaten at. I don't know what was more nourishing--the television screen showing gorgeous, central China, with giant, ancient Buddha statues carved into the earth, as they should be, & ornately decorated, gorgeous dancers reminding me of clothes that fits me perfectly but that isn't Made In The U.S.A. or the fact that their salad bar, with the integration of things like non-fried fish from the buffet, was so yum that that became the focus of what I ate while I was there. Kudos for being one of the only Chinese restaurants I've ever been to whose rice & lo mein tasted the way it should--perfect, pure, clean, & delicious, even with nothing else added (Located in the Miracle Mile Shopping Center).
      And the prices on a Saturday night were tone-setting perfect. Places like this make me proud to be Asian-American.

Tuesday, July 29, 2014

From The E-Update Flow: ***Movement Alliances, Do It Drug-Free, & Weird Coin-kee-dink?: From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, M/7.28.2014***

Subject: ***Movement Alliances, Do It Drug-Free, & Weird Coin-kee-dink?: From Amy Jin & Love Yoga: The Movement, M/7.28.2014***
From: Amy Jin (EternalLove47@aol.com)
To: The Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update List & "Extended Family"

      ..."I want to make a comment on this, which is the 1st thing that I "got" after reading this--http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/07/26/new-york-times-marijuana_n_5623972.html (Entitled 'New York Times Editorial Board Calls For Legalization Of Marijuana'): 'This must be the way dinosaurs cry when they realize they're about to go extinct. I mean, might as well prepare the low-road, easy coping mechanism before hitting the ground...and misery loves company.' Yuck.
      Weak.
      ..."

Saturday, July 26, 2014

An End To Desecration.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/07/25/isis-jonah-tomb_n_5620520.html?icid=maing-grid7%7Cmain5%7Cdl7%7Csec1_lnk2%26pLid%3D507080
      This type of thing has been going on for years. And any single incident is for far too long. Sacred sites in Mexico plowed over for further eco-plunder, Amazonian rainforest tribesmen, vibrating in their own metaphysical Wonder, holding that space for us all, shooting arrows at Flying Monsters overhead, who come, in consciousness, to kill the green earth that they call their Home, exchanging pure air for riches that have a chokehold on us all. These are the types of images that, even in the flow of daily life, should still take your breath away, if there is any capacity to be genuinely horrified left in you.
      These actions should be stopped, apologized for, on the deepest levels, and corrected, to whatever extent possible. They are the acts of spiritually insane and the epitome of soul-ugly.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

Pow-Wows, Not The House Of Mirrors Of The Status Quo.

The Medicine of the Prairie Island "Dakota Days" Pow-Wow this past weekend was incredible. The tribes were annihilated for "For Lease" signs in broke-a** strip malls, "mass shootings" in Westernized schools & movie theaters, & house after house after house for people who'll live in a 5-bedrm. all by themselves cuz they can't get along with anyone in their family, including themselves. Then we wonder where all the "green space" is going & why the planet is literally going to pot.

The earth, sacredness, people dancing from The Great Spirit within...color, Modeling & Fashion-doesn't-know-anything-'bout-this-Beauty, Freedom of movement...SO SO HYPE.

Let's right the karma of what was done to Native America & the terra by allowing the old ways to lead in a new, intelligent, modern, universally enlightened way.

A special shout-out to D-Boy (Daniel) Vital, Jr. & cuz, Derek (spell check), for representing L.A. (& Denver, respectively!,) & for the shared Connection. Everyone, if you like the baby t I'm rockin' (above), look for them at a Pow-Wow near you, including Shakopee(, MN) August 15th-17th.2014!

TH/7.31.2014: D., if you're out there, & your technology's back up, U need a central website for your hustle!

The Rare Instance Of Quantity Pushing Out Quality--On Leaving Dubuqueland (Again):

From bottom up. U know the deal on e-mail dialogue. Just airing out the unbelievable details so you know. For inquiring minds, but this ain't no tabloid. Quite opposite.

This was a record, though. We're talking less than 48 hours, & I was getting soul-thrown up on. Gotta love that Healing Power being around someone with my Being forces engagement with. He chose it. And betrayed. And after extensive "interviews" during which I assessed what he was saying, showing, during the latest power trip, militant move-out date issued by Sam & Sarah, as a Happy Birthday present 2014, calling off other "emergency landing pads" for this dude. What a horror. And so it is that until humanity can recognize its Powerful, the holy may, in fact, continue to be crucified, rather than paid in full...or in this case, simply cared for, as promised.

Good luck, Ick-Town.

Sent: Thu, Jul 3, 2014 2:02 pm
Subject: Re: Hot Yoga, Beginner Yoga & Yoga Teacher Trainings in Wilmington NC.

By the way, I just ran into my girl from Pizza Ranch, & after I told her what happened this morning, she said, "That's not even what it was about! It's not even a big deal! Don't worry about it. He sounds (crazy)!:"

-----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: The Love Yoga: The Movement E-Update List
Cc: Love Yoga: The Movement "Extended Family"=Other Relevant Peops
Sent: Thu, Jul 3, 2014 12:00 pm
Subject: Fwd: Hot Yoga, Beginner Yoga & Yoga Teacher Trainings in Wilmington NC.

      I had a bad feeling about him the entire way, but I decided to put hope where there was hesitation. Wrong move.

      In less than 2 full days there, I've already had to set (unspoken) boundaries about his touching me, wanting hugs, being in my personal space, have had to consider something he told me before I headed over there that he's been arrested, here in Dubuque, with a past "girlfriend"--I'm assuming something having to do with domestic abuse. Yesterday, while practicing, he comes back from B-1 Yoga, knowing there's class last night & mentions later he saw Lea (Someone who was planning to come to class, but then he influenced her otherwise, like a flying monkey?) there. And, clearly, he's already sent me this, which came with a demonic, Freak-a-zoid energy that shows he's exactly what I thought. Every moment where there's space, & I'm trying just to do whatever I need to do, he's in my face, wanting to talk to me forever. I tried being nice & mentioning, after hearing his story (parts of it), that there seems to be ADDICTION in his family (including to others).

      I've sensed he's a psychic stalker &, since he is, has the capability of being a bad channel for others, both in person & in the "spiritual." (Note: Website readers, please see me/previous post on witches vs. Goddesses on rendering these powers useless).

      I've let Sam & Sarah know & have already contacted Brett, though Des Moines is not out of the picture.

      Last night, he was pushing & pushing & pushing about B-1 Yoga, Cally(, Owner), saying I should "forgive" her & maybe could be her Teacher (Meaning be HER "Teacher," assuming also teaching there). Yesterday, my 1st morning there, he kept trying to bring his energy into my yoga practice, trying to talk to me, etc. I had to tell him that I'd be engaged, once I got into my practice (Amazing I had to say it). Last night, I was abhorred as the pushing & defense of clear wrong (for someone trying to start a "Peace" Movement & run for President [Again. Who is this guy?!!! other than someone who has come to my class]) by all the faux yogs in this area & country (which he normally totally agrees with) ended up with my saying, "Forgiveness? For what? She's not even a part of my lineage, but she's already shown conduct that's about as low as you go, when it comes to no-honor & Yoga Bhogi conduct. And I've already explained to you the law of karma & that in order to forgive, the one who was wrong needs to apologize first." He said, "Not really."

      MY student--Someone anyone else would've chalked up as a dirty old yoga practitioner coming to class for some a**--is trying to tell ME that HE & the YOGA BULLS**T teacher are setting a new precedent with cell-phone talking, no-spirituality, & plagarizing the tradition at hand as the NEW DUBUQUE & AMERICAN PRECEDENT!

      This morning, he tells me I've made him "uncomfortable" &, therefore, should find a new place to stay. Because I've already done a number of things wrong, like not eat any of his food yet & stay quiet & pretty much to myself after losing my family, essentially, for good in the past 2 days. He went with me to Pizza Ranch & then Taco John's since I've been there to get my salad & a bean burrito & said he noted I made people "uncomfortable" & was "mean" for asking for a 2 oz. cup of bell peppers for my salad (That's in the meat salad that's already on the salad bar), as well as for finding out that the nighttime staff who used to love me (I stopped going to Taco John's--& I only went to the one in Key West--last year already for not even looking at a Resume I passed on for leadership there while I went in there for a bean burrito & the fresh salsa bar, every once & a while, & then having a number of bad customer service experiences. On top of that, it's fast food, so...) & apparently give me more chips & a "teacher" discount of some kind shouldn't have. When I questioned the amt. of chips in the bag & P (means "Price," Econ students) again yesterday, everyone scrambled to explain the difference, which, to me, made the food not worth it for the stupid little chips & whatever else. As opposed to the girl NOT bringing my bell peppers & the team giving me a discount because they loved me as a customer being their internal issues, suddenly he's using this as why I will "not be successful" in this area. Wait. This is MY hometown. Oh--and for not being his sex slave when he's literally older than? my Dad. And a Freak of Nature who says "I'm a Peace Engineer. I'm a Peace Engineer" about 10x a day. Even though he's nothing. Yet.

      Google search "John Miller" from Glen Ellyn, IL--Pilot in Vietnam, was both Army & Navy, had a bad divorce, got someone "knocked up" after that, his oldest kid got kicked out of the military for criminal activity around drugs...& is hoping to do this to me now & still get the community to support his "leadership" & "becoming a notable person" as he attempts to stymie Love Yoga: The Movement & what--make me his Geisha?

      -----Original Message-----
From: Amy Jin
To: jmill2k
Sent: Wed, Jul 2, 2014 9:45 am
Subject: Re: Hot Yoga, Beginner Yoga & Yoga Teacher Trainings in Wilmington NC.

      A little online research has shown that Tamal Dodge has led Teacher Trainings there--a SMPY teacher who branched out on his own--who also had connections to the "Hot Yoga" place run by Bikram's nephew I taught at briefly, then made the wise decision to leave, while I was down in Phoenix a few years ago.

      I also discovered Wilmington actually has a Certified Ashtangi home basing there. Very exciting.

      A new theme for Love Yoga: The Movement that came to me while I was still at the house, recently, is: In-integrity education, Truth, & virtue eliminating mind control as a means of gathering Gold is the path of Love Yoga: The Movement.

      -----Original Message-----
From: John Miller
To: Amy Jin
Sent: Tue, Jul 1, 2014 11:52 pm
Subject: Hot Yoga, Beginner Yoga & Yoga Teacher Trainings in Wilmington NC.

Dear Amy,

Check it out. Above organic restaurant! Going to Wilmington for Family Reunion at end of July.

http://www.wilmingtonyogacenter.com

Welcome to Casa de Paz. Please make yourself at -- capital H" -- Home.

j.

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Waste Not Your Time On This Planet.

Sweet sacredness to the soul of Dr.Angelou. Like Guruji, it reminds me of the additional detriment in collective dysfunction. Souls don't get to meet other souls before they leave this plane. Why? I haven't gotten to take off my war paint long enough to do so. Sitting in stillness to what you were tonite.

The Rise Of The Feminine Divine: State of Iowa Ue--

Thanks to the female, but even to a greater extent, Judge Lewis (spell check) who I just spoke to this morning for allowing me to make a clear statement about what an ideal Unemployment system would look like in this country, in players, process, & procedure, if it was ideal. The only reason I haven't totally given up hope, at this point, is because the Universe sends me thru the bowels of hell but then sends, perhaps, even one person worth staying the course for. I'm beginning to wonder if that's Grace or torture.

Extreme United States Of American Darkness:

Take anything, 100% true or not, that any other nation has ever said about us to an almost comical extreme, & that's where we're at. And beware. Because it's SO extreme that people like me can be soul-, or literally, raped, murdered, & mugged, & they WILL tell you, as you're bleeding to death in the alley, even when they can see the entire Angelic Hierarchy coming in person to gather you & cast them all into the shadows, that you were "negative" & "angry" for weeping and screaming. And that you were creating "drama" by being there to have it happen to you...That's because they condone it in their own families, in their workplaces, in themselves, & every single place they go. And misery loves company. And when unhealed, it would love nothing more, underneath the smiling &/or superficial surface, than to see it happen to someone else, if nothing else, just to get off on the fact that at least it didn't happen to them (again). United States of American virtues, values, & freedom have been things left to be embodied by somebody else because, for instance, with Technology, instead of working the land, and approved criminality as a bar everyone can at least agree on that all people can reach, that mass herd has become a fat puddle of blobby nothing. Low, low roads. If you judge me, you've forgotten your place. I don't need a nametag or a placard on my door to know my worth or my Mission...but you do. Unless you don't. And if that's the case, you rep Love Yoga: The Movement, without trying. And the rest of you? You're split down the middle, and what's sad is that most of you know it. You might get rich. Maybe. And yet, you'll get nowhere, but lost in the Illusion, in the end.

Judge Randy L. Stephenson, Of The State Of Iowa Unemployment--

I place upon you the royal crown of stink, stench, & insanity now normalcy in this society by putting elbow grease & Iowa work ethic into successfully avoiding all the facts, overturning one of the only sane, clear, & fair decisions I have received from any Unemployment Department in any state--ever--in all these years of hell (Though my hell is resiliently characterized by Transcendence, whether any of you, or I, like it or not) to condone, favor, & Red Rover yourself over to horrible debacles like The Dubuque Community YM/YWCA, falsely stating reasons & motivations about my actions, making up dates without evidence, straying from simply looking for evidence that invalidates the previous decision & making it a power trip, instead, making a mockery of our state, being the nth person to make up your own rules about Unemployment claims, appeals, process, & procedure, then act as if we're the ones who don't understand "how things work." When you say, in front of everyone on that call, "What does knowing anything about the way the 'Yoga industry' works have to do with my understanding your employment in this situation as a Yoga Instructor, Ms.Schmelzer?" & I say, "How does your knowing about anything pertaining to my work & industry I represent have to do with your presiding over this case? I can't even believe you just asked that," & you STILL do everything just mentioned, you add to the sinking ship known as The United States of American Sewol, but more like the Titanic, Atlantis, & anything else that doesn't even require enemies or nuclear bomb threats from other nations who have seen forever now exactly what I see more & more all the time here, which is that this place is on a suicide mission, & all those of us endangered species peops who still have a straight spine need to do is watch you go down by your own decay & self-destruction. Of course I have to Appeal you & tell all your colleagues how incompetent you are. Boss is Boss. After I reflected on the pervasive horror that Unemployment has been in every interaction I've had with it across the country, at various points, for various reasons, it's occurred to me that it really should be put down, like the sick animal that it is because it clearly looks like it's not being given out on purpose with a fervor, possibly to keep statistics skewed, where they need to be. You all continue to murder the only pure people left on this planet off with consciousness, conviction, & whole-hearted evil, the same way the Native Americans were wiped out, as the original karma of this place, gained by its current majority rule, & yet you call that "normal" & try assimilating everyone to that low bar & behavior, yet call those people, some of whom are now your own kids!, "insane" when they go off on a shooting rampage & then kill themselves?!!! It's called YOU declared war, & they fired back. I feel bad that the one person who might be able to be a sanctuary to them you actively repress, in both gifts and Work accomplished, consciously, with conviction, & whole-heartedly against your own stated rules, religion(s), & laws. And, as if that's not enough, you find no alternatives for them, but throw them under the bus for your own sick, sad lacking. As any role you've taken on at your own accord. Watching. The whole world is & always has been. More importantly, so has God.

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

The Treasure Is Within.

To the countrymen and women I have not yet met & the beautiful peoples of the Asia: Do not participate in warring over petty opportunities that lie upon treasured islands. You destroy Asian beauty and make the world suffer over Asian beauty that has no will or ability to consciously evolve. Allow it to be.

Is it impossible to share, instead?

Note: Kim Jong Un. Is a young leader. I notice that when he does something kind, such as extend condolences to the young who perished in the waters near Jeju, it is vaguely mentioned by news media here, except in some remote location of small print in lesser traveled channels, at best.
      When he does, I can feel myself fully. It is further proof that the nations of North and South would bring Heaven to Earth in naturally and rightly unifying.
      I am not against standing up to dictatorial power that attempts to play God. I do find interesting what appears to be men playing childish bullying games, placing nations and the world in peril, because they do not yet know God.
      I am interested to know if what I lead has to do with the United States of America being now under a mountain of karma. I wonder if, much of the time, we are not doing what's right, even in 2014, but simply taking sides, based on our own interests, not what is heroic materially, much less spiritually elite or even important. I cannot help but wonder if it is because this nation is downward spiraling into the echelons of reality now held by those it serves to "help" because it is not One, casts out its true elite, and continues to condone the pursuit of the identity it is accused of having by those who disdain or hate it--the shadow sides of men pursuing freedom in the material without fostering a lifelong connection to God first.
      Purity does not require intelligence, but I'll tell you this--It would rather return to Source before abandoning itself.
      A billionfold better to go down pure without issue than to cast away one's innocence and fight for even a breath of life with one's evil motivations, which should've long ago been consciously turned over to the Light within. Let your lungs be used for breathing and singing, your bright white anger used to boldly declare the Truth--to shield in decibels the pure and the innocent, instead of your own wrongs.
      We are not One yet because the time has not come when our leader reveals that the One experience of God, and country, is not about religion, or the empirical sans reverence to that Love, so much as the feelings within ourselves.

To all of the Earth's peoples: The treasure is within.

Thursday, April 17, 2014

*+Always Ahead Of The Game-TH/April 17.2014--A.J.S. & Love Yoga: The Movement*

Again...from the feel-like-E-Updating-everybody E-Update flow...I go with my own adaptation of what I learned in school, which is that repetition breeds familiarity, which breeds confidence, which breeds learning, so I hope for all of you that have read this entire website (multiple times--HAAA!!!, including the archives) from bottom up, new windows & doors have begun opening--if nothing else, about what's been right, what's been wrong, & what that makes the obvious next choices for U. My love to you for considering & choosing to evolve yourself consciously via Love.

*Image Of The Interior Of A Yurt & 2 Cool Lil' Sustainable Homes*
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The Answer To The Real Housing Crisis

      ...and the aftermath of everyone losing their actual houses is just a part of that.
      I'm talking about all of the people younger than me on multiple drugs & food stamps with college debt up to their eyeballs (if they're lucky) shacking up with one another strictly as a matter of survival, all of which adds high-level and needless stress & "drama" to more workplaces than I can count, as well as people my age & older who have no idea how they ended up needing a "home" when they've made all the right decisions & have never done anything wrong to end up there.
      Share your good ideas as you go. Like the ABC/Disney Studios interview I talked myself out of while I was there in 2006 but potentially was a or the reason that they added Medical & Dental benefits to the talent program at hand a year or two later, when I was thrown out into the cold by my adoptive family for the nth time in 2012--but this time with literally no place to go or any sign of income or teaching sites in sight--I had to think fast & use all of the wisdom & experience I had under me to figure out the best course of action.
      As many of you know, I made my work understanding the current "housing" layout of the entire area, from every shelter in town, what its culture was, if it was gender-specific & why to rentals, "corporate" housing, roommates, house shares, subsidized housing (how both the City & County program worked--& how YEARS LONG the line already was!!!), who the landlords were, what their background was, how buying a condo/house here worked, etc.etc.etc., including 3rd-party holders of such information, such as the Housing Department for The City Of Dubuque, the Greater Dubuque Development Corporation, & every website & newspaper who held relevant information.
      Clearly, I was a special case. I was a Spiritual Teacher without a "church" or "people," yet, so to speak--or with scattered & in-difficult-situations-themselves people or with people, when push came to shove--and it had--really just didn't want to do anything to help. Let's be honest. I started moving on inspiration based on my "urban monk"-ness & made contact with just about every monastery, convent, and retreat center in town, regardless of spiritual tradition, & received everything from scathing reception from the religion of my upbringing (It is always fun being somewhat undercover) to, "What are you asking?!" to "We'll pray for you!!!"
      I was clear I needed a "sacred space" from which to live, practice asana & meditate, & to try to find & then go back & forth from, as home, wherever I earned $$$, preferably doing my Work. Period.
      At times, I could tell certain demographics were inhibitors to being "in," although I will say that one of the best conversations I had was with the guy who was running one of the Catholic MEN'S Shelters downtown the night I called, & I honestly felt he considered whether I might be able to stay there without issue, despite my gender. I smiled & let the idea fall away, but he encouraged me to come down & meet all of them & maybe just hang out in social time sometime. I never did that. The journey took me elsewhere, but I didn't feel anything but purity about the interaction.
      Something I was telling EVERYBODY, though, as I went was not just my story & what I was looking to do but potential solutions to the housing problem & lack of places for both post-Recession Dubuquers & those who were without before!--namely all the well-off empty nesters to think about renting or simply GETTING ON BOARD & helping people out as their intuition struck them, including their own family members (I must note that I have run into former classmates & other people who, for instance, literally went to live at a homeless shelter in Chicago or wherever they were living, rather than A.) come back to Dubuque &/or B.) have anything to do with their own families, especially in that level of closeness)!!! This assumed, though, that A.) people of that demographic even cared about anyone but themselves, B.) they were equipped to help, & I don't just mean financially, & C.) that they were as in tune with Spirit and their own intuition to keep any kind of balance or harmony & mutual honor & respect in the house--not fear, not thinking, not prejudice or jumping ahead of things or violence, God forbid--as they needed to be.
      That's a lot of potential training, including Intercultural Competency Leadership Training, but perhaps this is why this is all happening. *Animated Image Of Earth Smiling*
      And by the way, when I took off across the country after writing my book in 2003, I had spoken a lot about this already. I mean, what I saw coming in this country, impacting all industries and people, was simple cause & effect. Other people called it "high channeling" & prophecy, since, apparently, it was being corroborated with a number of prophecies across spiritual and other traditions, including many Christian denominations, but to me, it was pretty obvious what we were going to get if we kept putting certain pennies in the sucky gumball machine.
      Here we are (For those who care about more than just the reality of their own huge, myopic ego). And, interestingly, running along the same lines as the Baby Boomer empty nester guest room/one of their kids' rooms (assuming it's also all right with said kid, no matter how old they are!), is something that was finding me EVERYWHERE I went after I left on that cross-country journey, at that time, which is communal living. People, information--past, present, & future. Experiences. How important it could potentially be. How clear that was to peoples, for instance, from Asia, Africa, villages in Europe, or in tune with Native American traditions & truth, already. I mean, doesn't dealing with the karma of humanity seem perfectly on point when the generation that spawned ideas such as communes & "Free Love" & not selling out to "The Man" & the Civil Rights Movement come back to EXACTLY that generation to see if they've REALLY kept their part of the bargain up with God in terms of serving their generational purpose?
      Or are they literally running around in now-bigoted & wretched little circles poo-poo'ing on their own children as the results of their collective scandals, corruption, sins, & decisions have put the Earth & their kids' context in jeopardy & literally going to pot? Talk about letting the dark side of what they stood for be the only thing left standing (& attempting a bold takeover).
      So to those who just received the REAL E-Update where I mentioned the cool guy (Tip: Last name begins with "Mc") in Intercultural Competency Leadership Training who approached me on a break about really liking the things I was saying & sharing some insight that I might find valuable about Dubuqueland's history, as another native Dubuquer, he's on the front page of the Telegraph Herald today, so I'll reveal his identity!--Mike McFarland--someone also ahead of the game, who was doing "Angel Rooms" for people needing a safe place to land, years ago.

      For those who saw my caption that was briefly on the website in the Zakh Ward & I 4th of July photo booth series of images that was out there for a while about "I Invented The Selfie, & Now It Has A Stupid Name," the instance came to me the other day:
      I'm in, like, 7th grade, & my friend, Nicole, who has the best parties because her mom is known as the creative engine behind it & does it big, has this party--There may have even been cute boys there, at this point, who I think came & "crashed" the party in a seemingly disruptive but pleasant surprise!--& I'm sitting alone, after having shot some images of what was going on with 1 of the multiple Polaraids & normal cameras (not phones) present, on a picnic table when it occurs to me to turn the camera around & see if I can accurately frame my own head & shoot myself.
      Everyone's like, "Oh my GODDD--What are you DOING?!!!" But since I was known to have clothes everybody liked & to the best dancer, without caring if I was the best dancer, people were kind of 1/2 chiding me, 1/2 kind of jealous they didn't think of it first, if it ended up being cool. I just shrugged, & it turned out, & I remember looking at myself, not how people saw me but how, essentially, I was seeing me. And, for one of the first times, I was like, "Hmm. I'm really pretty." I did that off & on--later with a best friend or my boyfriend--until--What?!--2 decades later it's all of a sudden SOMETHING?!
      So, I'll simply say that I started looking at myself, as a person, & trying to find the truth there, & evolving myself consciously in the direction of Universal Wisdom & Source God probably a handful of years after that initial "selfie" experience, so...WHERE IS EVERYBODY ELSE IN FOLLOWING SUIT?!!

      Who's really running this show, anyway?


This Is Obviously Not A "Selfie."
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This Is Someone Taking A Picture Of Me Unbeknownst 2 Me With A Digital Camera Of Me Preparing 2 Eat An All-Natural, Fresh-Ingredient, Not-Oversized Bean Burrito After An All-Day, Raw, Urban Power Yoga Photo Shoot In The Hot Arse Phoenix Sun, Oftentimes On Hot-As-Hell Pavement. And, Yes, I Drank A Half Lite Arnold Palmer, 1/4 Diet Coca-Cola, 1/4 Cherry Coke Kids' Drink Because I Felt Like It.

So There.



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Wednesday, April 16, 2014

On That Ferry--

Somebody over there's got a problem cuz I'm having a hard time buying the ocean's just sucking up masses of Asian peoples all at once cuz it's hungry. If the Captain was a good Captain, you'd think once the Titanic started tipping over, said person'd be like, "Get out of bed, and RUNNNN, Forrest, RUNNNNNNN!!!!!" And using the Asian telepathic wavelength, those HUNDREDS of Korean peoples would take OFF for the side headed up in the air & do whatever was necessary to jump for the ocean & hang on to whatever was solid for dear life, taking a chance on hypothermia in the water.

And you KNOW that there have to be some who are like me & might be able to, say, hold on & then have multiple people hang on to said person because said person has that gift of inner translated to outer strength in such emergencies. Or SOMETHING. I mean, most of these people are older teenagers. Don't they have P.E. class??? Do they not prepare their bodies as much as their minds for having to run for cover, as necessary, or tread water or fight for their lives in a case such as stupid arse Captains who don't tell you to put down your morning fruit & coffee and RUNNNNNN???? & jump ship?!!!

Find them all, South Korea.

Hey, LaAAAA-DIES!

To all y'all beautiful, PERFECT, & perfectly existing women out there, tell 'em that GODDESSES don't fit on the top of TROPHIES.

And to the feminine efforting in the direction of the Divine, WITCHES don't stand a CHANCE against one, either...No, really. They don't.

God-Forsaken Ferry.

Not a whole lot more to say than that--on that.

Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Source, The Planet, The People: Save The Earth & Your U Sphere

Reduce, reuse (where applicable), & recycle (Soiled items that cannot be properly cleaned by most municipalities' recycling standards, or that have had, for instance, food in them directly, are trash, Pizza Box Joe or Jane). Recycle your cell phones. They are now creating 19,500 tons of trash every year, and 1 improperly disposed of phone can contaminate 132,000 liters of water. I don't have the credits on those stats, so you're just going to have to e-mail me about who to ask for this newsletter (I have in front of me)...Also, if you are able to make yourself available to stream "Ann Curry Reports: Our Year of Extremes: Did Climate Change Just Hit Home?" please do. It showed on the 6th at 6:00P(CST) on NBC. Try to get away from your technology, though. Especially if it's known for overseas slave labor and abuses--Shame on the co. and its users in this country. Remember this country's outrage over NIKE? Are you serious??? This has been, like, 10x worse, & it's more shoving under that miraculous rug known as our landfill mountain, full of cell phones & PETE #1 & 2 plastics.

Wednesday, April 2, 2014

A P.S. To "It's Not Anti-Yoga, At This Point. It's Anti-World: Rainbo Oil/Kwik Stop/Dairy Queen/Fazoli's (Still Dubuque, IA)" Below

As a side, Asburians and "Westside" peops (Everything went wrong when the signs saying "Westside," etc. started going up), during one early conversation in my employment there, before he could be hit by "Dee" the Food Manager's stares equivalent to constant 'bowing to shut up, when he'd already revealed his own lack of leadership & business acumen/understanding of hierarchy, namely in relationship to mine, in front of others, he then continued & informed me that this was, in fact, the "rich, snobby neighborhood." De(A or a)nna is a few years younger than me & dropped out of Central, & I left for Chicago on a full-ride at the top of my class from Wahlert H.S. Will is barely out of UD's Physical Fitness School with, possibly, some Business coursework, from East St.Louis. At least she mentioned in the conversation between the 3 of us that ensued that few people like me would ever come back, especially with the unconditional love attitude I have about this area & my hometown, especially after everything that has been done in my regard. Anyway, I said, "This IS my neighborhood, Will"--I told him I grew up just around the corner & just stood there. Hmm...yeah. No record had to screech off the player. The silence was bad enough.

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Own Your Soul--Words Of Wisdom For Today, Infinity, & Beyond:

-The soul is a series of choices, including motivations, both seen and unseen, regardless of result, as seen by Source, or God. What would you do if you tried to become master of that domain, and nothing else, allowing all else to be what it will be?

-Own and love yourself, from roots to crown. Your soul has origins that trace back to the stars, and has traveled through this world through civilization, the history of all that has existed, and expresses, now, through your genes, inner make-up, outward appearance, and tendencies. Direct all of that Force, which is you, with honor, love, and as though you are a diplomat of what you represent, trying to represent that perfectly, honest and realistic about your limitations and infinite potentials, and you will help us all, regardless of our current national or global organization.

-All of those old adages are true, but rather than admire them or use them in your Signature, you should be fortifying the quality of your person by asking yourself to live them.

-Be careful, those without proper boundaries: Somehow my being your "inspiration" feels like complete identity theft. I hope I'm not the only one noticing. There's nothing more nightmarish than someone who actually wants to BE you doing such a convincing job that you get pushed out of your job so that person can steal the limelight, which is precisely what he/she was going for. Especially due to illegality or discrimination against you. Bottom line: They'd rather have a "you" that was, say, Caucasian...and EVERYBODY'S chippin' in! Just speaking from direct experience (Yawwwwwn).

-Prayers are best for people who would like to receive them, not as energetic weights laid upon those who move swiftly and beautifully within other languages of God. If you do pray for those who are not primarily Christian/part of traditions that communicate Diviniely thru prayer, ask for or affirm something UNIVERSAL and WISE, such as trust that God is bringing forth that being's highest Good, in accordance with their Purpose, their nature, and their SOUL. Why do you use your prayer to project your own anxieties, anger, bigotry, or ignorance onto another, as though you are the Source, not God Him, Her, or Itself? Pray for the Truth--and then you have a responsibility for becoming It, don't you think?

-People weren't intended to look like Disney's next mock-up of an "evil, wicked witch," and that's just how FAR too many self-described "Christians" look when talking about other pathways to God. My conclusion: They just want to be loved. And, clearly, given their level of base ignorance & eagerness to believe that God is that impotent & like a ginormous Klansman, no one else would. Somehow, I think a real Christian has come to the point that I have, which is being free. Free to love. And after that, Ick-meisters will do what they will do. And the ones worth helping are the ones who self-correct, and whatever they choose, their self-improvement subsequently reduces your suffering, as a direct bounce-off of how they've realized something that made them reduce their own. Now, that's God Power. How do we inspire THAT. It's not a question.

Peace 2 Your New Year, Love Yoga: The Movement!

Didn't publish on New Year's Eve, but nevertheless--"According to this Atomic Clock, approximately 2 years & 18+ minutes ago, I rode into the garage of this exact house from a pretty direct ride back from Phoenix thinking, 'It's New Year's Eve...And I'm in Dubuque, Iowa?!?!!'"

Monday, March 24, 2014

It's Not Anti-Yoga, At This Point. It's Anti-World: Rainbo Oil/Kwik Stop/Dairy Queen/Fazoli's (Still Dubuque, IA)

Minorities, none of us are safe as long as this company is open for business--but most of you already know that. And, U know, they wonder why people "look down on them from the bluff..." (A reference to the poor & their feeling on how they're treated by the wealthy in town, many of whom, at least historically, have literally lived on the beautiful limestone bluffs that overlook downtown Dubuque). Maybe it's because you're still trash. And it just happens to be that you're also poor, but that has nothing to do with it (Final edits included for this piece on this worldwide source of Light and no-holds-barred truth for our world today--especially since you can't see the colors mentioned in the forwards below): Subject: Illegal Termination Of Amy Jin Schmelzer #(I've Lost Count) In The United States Date: 3/24/2014 6:28:37 P.M. Central Daylight Time Do not go there. Do not send anyone to work there. Rainbo Oil/Kwik Stop/Dairy Queen/Soon to be Fazoli's pushed me to make it down to Corporate today to start a CORPORATE-level bullying session by Jill Reimer herself, stating that "no one" talks to their managers in a confrontational way, even if it means you're a grossly overqualified corporate person in an organization whose I.Q. is too low to do anything better with you, and you're being blatantly bullied &/or discriminated against to your face. My response is that, as a minority woman, "no one" talks to me the way I was being talked to, making groundless attacks on my character for something that happens in Kwik Stops each and every day--and to people who have worked there longer than several weeks at barely part-time (Lots of voices within Kwik Stop are quick to bash the President, blaming him for that, rather than their completely ill-run ship & small-town small-mindedness). If Dubuque is trying to maintain its "Most Racist City In The Country" rep, my website is full of people fighting to the death to hold that down! And bolder than pre-1950's racism! They've now got educated minority women who used to be recruited to jobs FOR THOSE DEMOGRAPHICS on their way to The City's Intercultural Competency Leadership Training (on scholarship!), doing it to them!, & essentially flipping The City the bird, as she walks out the door! And, yes, it looks like they are going to steal my Gift Card (below)(like the guys who came to fix my apartment)(See previously written piece/article below) because the Phillips 66 guy, no matter what he told me about how spectacular a job I did, & said directly that it was being given to ME, specifically, for those things, it belonged to the store--Wait, but who EARNED it?!! Oh yes! The one being fired for being too perfect and not putting up with the slave labor that our citizens have condoned by participation. Here's a revelation from a run after practice, though--Spirit said one thing LOUD and CLEAR to me today--"This will continue to happen until," & then I saw this in my mind's eye "employment = education." Back to the drawing board, however, I must tell you that starting yesterday, when I had decided to disconnect from the company, at least at store-level & as a customer, the air around me & the state of my lungs returned to a state of bliss, where I am when I am unfettered, and my body and Power Yoga practice has felt as centered, grounded, and alive as it has ever felt in recent weeks or months, even. I am grateful to be out of hell. Please tell those people who U know who go to the Kwik Stop on Pennsylvania where I went & how, & please know that my meeting today began with Jill Reimer saying "I am no Human Rights Specialist" (REALLY?!!!) and ended with--out of the blue--"I am in charge here!!! I am in charge here!!!" No, really, you're not. God is. And the fact that you're married to a cop really has no value when you're staring me in the face illegally terminating me because, for instance, she says that "when a customer comes in & makes racist comments at you, that is not the responsibility of our managers (They were standing right there when it happened--twice). He doesn't have to do anything about it." Wow. So much for Civil Rights & protected classes in this country! Looks like it's going to hell in a handbasket!!! U Should Worry Because It Isn't About Me. Our Problems Have Nothing To Do With A Half-Black President. Or The Rockstar Asian Chick Who Gets Bullied For Clearly Standing In His Defense Simply Because He's Our President, & We Should Honor That. It's Because This Country's People Are Lost & Have No Honor, & What's Worse, NO SHAME. SHAME On Everyone Who Has Desecrated What Deserves Love, Which Is People Who Stand In The Truth, Regardless Of Circumstance. Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 22:59:58 -0400 (EDT) Subject: Re: An Update From Amy Jin (Not An E-Update) Sorry--For the Editors, Writers, & Perfectionists in Royal Purple (Now I get to just be annoying) & BIG--cuz that's how I do it--BIG.: In a message dated 3/22/2014 9:19:00 P.M. Central Daylight Time, EternalLove47@aol.com writes: Clarifications (For those who don't think clarification is necessary, U wonder why U don't have perfect relationships. It's because U [& likely they] don't want to put in the work): In a message dated 3/22/2014 8:41:13 P.M. Central Daylight Time, EternalLove47@aol.com writes: Hey--After handling 1 of the most horrific days at Kwik Stop like a champion today, I was bullied out by Megan, a high school graduate-only DQ Manager, who then was backed by Will, the Manager I've written to you about, & Val, the former manager who's had to step back & help as this store has been in complete turmoil which, possibly, they consider "normal." Maybe it's even a little intense for them. Anyway, I've reported it to Human Rights since it looks blatantly discriminatory (I didn't "abide by 'drive-off' policy," which maybe has been paid lip service to lightly, at best, & literally seems as if someone was trying to catch me doing it, was in a position to correct & train & didn't, but took the 1 or 2 times--I ask if people have fuel outside every time--of perceived not-asking to wield it as a power trip, instead, should they ever need it) &, as a few of you know, I've accepted the invitation by The City of Dubuque to participate in their Intercultural Competency Leadership Training--on them (Normally, there's "tuition," so to speak), ironically, next month. In terms of irony, also consider that this morning, Val had given me pretty much the full hours possible for next week, before she left (since for the nth week in a row, Will's schedule STILL was not out on time..It's Saturday. The schedule starts Monday--yet the store's not a mess. I'm the problem--I suppose for asking), and another guy in his 40's? who I have not yet had the opportunity to work with, who also cares for the fields at UD, asked me a # of things, including about the meaning of my name, though in a PC way, as opposed to the racial incident concerning it by an "a**hole" (Kwik Stop employees' words, not mine) customer as I was just getting started there a handful of weeks ago. It was not handled. In fact, Will told me he didn't want to fire me for it (since being a minority bringing up other people's racism makes ME the problem in Insane-o-land--especially if U put up your hands to protect yourself). Anyway, he asked (Eliminate: "how") if I planned on staying with the company long, & I just smiled & shrugged, "I need a commensurate job so I can open up a Power Yoga school." He said, "Well, I hope you stay. I really hope U do." Meanwhile, registers start acting up & we have 2 drive-offs today without any managers on staff--just myself and 1 other girl--Jessie. The 1st "drive-off" (This was my 1st direct experience with them, though I'd heard of them--just hadn't been trained about them whatsoever, & perhaps I'm somewhat naive since I don't think I'd heard of them my entire life until I worked in this industry, so I wouldn't know what one was) ends up being someone who lives down the street, so when we watch video, call the Police, & the guy comes back to pay soon after, he says he forgot because he came in to wash his hands or something. Anyway, the bottom line is, during that time, we were also under audit by an undercover Phillips 66 representative. He acted weird & growly with me, but I guess I passed with flying colors, including the fact that he paid for just $2 of petrol. He sees the chaos in the store, the fact that I look new but am handling everything, & the drive-off handling (I chose to call both Will & Val directly, though Jessie--who also has been upping her comments to me lately about how she "can't stand" Megan because Megan bullies her whenever she sees her [Jessie works on both the Kwik Stop & Dairy Queen sides]--was trying to figure out how to cover it up in the registers--To her credit, she did a nice job working with me today, & I gave her a team kudos officially for it, as well as giving 1, also, to Will & Val for other things due them). Then Will, on the phone, tells me I shouldn't have signed a form acknowledging the audit, which the rep said could be any employee, & I was never told by anyone from Kwik Stop that when we were lacking managers, DQ's managers were considered ours--R-I-I-I-Ight (I'm managing a foreign country right now as their Empress, too, from poverty here)...Anyway, I end up putting Will on the phone with the rep, who Will ends up chewing out?!!! For coming and doing the audit?! is what it sounded like (W. T. F?!!). The rep BLEW UP at me, at 1st, afterward, but only for a second, when he could see that he & I were basically the same thing. I mean, Phillips 66 is the brand, right? They could shut the Pennsylvania Kwik Stop down tomorrow for being idiots, couldn't they? Here's the kicker. After using a # of curse words (Coming literally from an older, professional guy) to tell me Will had no idea what he was doing, that "that manager" was an "f'ing" idiot, basically, & "wants to be important because he's not," he tells me I, on the other hand, did an OUTSTANDING job--that my Customer Service was excellent, that he knew about the drive-off, but he saw the way I handled that & took instant responsibility for it & accountability, even though he could tell I had no support whatsoever, & that I didn't even react negatively to his attitude at the counter or the fact that he only purchased 2 bucks of gas. The result is about 45 min. before I was supposed to come home, still no call from Will or Val about checking video on the 2nd drive-off--or whatever is happening out there. Yet Megan comes over and gets in my face (literally out of the blue), accuses me of lying! (It's normally always for instant truth, so this was a new one)--multiple times--when I say this whole "drive-off" thing is new to me (The 1st guy paid, so...) & says it looks like I "know people" & am trying to let them steal fuel (Again, What. The. ??!!!?!?!). Why doesn't she go do what's already WAY overdue, which is check video? Oh--That's right. She's too interested in coming & personally attacking me, instead--as if her "Leadership" nametag's not melting off her collared shirt as I'm literally looking at her, likely, like the corporate person who's about to axe her for creating a hostile work environment on the one person she shouldn't. What's interesting is that she also came after me, after I told her if she continued to talk to me like that, I would be happy to punch out, maybe indefinitely. She says, "Fine" (Wow, I thought--I'd just revealed my Human Rights Leadership Training news to Val this morning, & boy did she move fast after that!). I told Megan, with that news, what this looked like. When she came after me with the mints & items I had purchased earlier, like she was about to nail me for theft, I said, "Yes, it's something I stole," then pulled the receipt out like, "Voila!!!" I call Will, after she's now telling me I should go without counting my drawer (I looked at her & said, "I. Am. Counting. My Drawer. I ALWAYS have a perfect drawer. If I don't, & it's missing $100, then..."). A clear thought appeared in my head, which is that I'm (known to be) the only person in the store, to my knowledge, possibly the industry! who has literally a perfect drawer sometimes but with usually 10-25 cents error (over) most shifts, be it $300-$1800 in sales that goes thru my hands. And so they look at me like there HAS TO BE something WRONG with me--It's simply too good to be true. And I think about all my classmates, including in college, who I outperformed in testing, in presentations, & in class dialogue who, I'm quite sure, are helping to lead, if not leading, Fortune 100-level companies by now, & I'm thinking, about the register, "Do you think people get 4.0's at elite universities on luck?" I've been told people literally have to go find a dictionary after they talk to me, so perhaps I'll say "schools," not "universities." Anyway, I leave totally on big Spirit air, touch base with a cop coming in as I'm leaving, call the Human Rights Dept., Captain Klein, Sam when Sarah won't pick up her phone (They're in Cedar Falls taking care of my non-existent sister's children)(Oddly, after I told Sam what he could do with his idea when he said I'd better stick it out 'til I found something else, instead of trying to convince me I deserved it, he said, "You'll get it figured out" & said to wait it out 'til I heard from Corporate on Monday), etc.etc. The guy working Can Redemption at Wal-Mart let me use his cell phone (when I asked if there was a phone around to make a couple local phone calls from). Couldn't find a # to reach Val at from there (Further proof of the Mad Hatter's Party that is Circle K--I mean Kwik Stop!: No one at any of the Kwik Stops I called knew her number or even the # of the store she was supposedly at). Call (Another company in the industry), who I've met with the Recruiter for, at his request--Nothing yet. He half tried to open up other doors 4 me based on his contacts when we got together--I wonder why. Left a msg 4 Jill Reimer of Rainbo/the company. Get a call from Val who, with Will, is now back at the store, & they're saying all this, "We cannot discuss this further" crap. While I was basically running the store today--as they were...out running around, knowing their model was defunct but not wanting to admit it? I am suspended, they say, until Corporate calls me for follow-up on Monday (nasally voice) "for not asking every customer if they have fuel outside." I call Jill back 2 leave a msg, after calling some of my contacts to provide the update, to say I've put myself out there as a yog & at my true rank, with my Resume, & I think it's best if we leave it at that & that I'm appalled. Period. That is looks blatantly discriminatory, & I'll look forward to a genuine apology & right outcome. I also liked seeing Megan's face & leaving Jill an "Oh yeah, I forgot to mention" message, as well as Will's (when I told him when I called back after the suspension call to get Val, but he wouldn't let me, which seems to be kind of thematic in my experience working for him--if that was what was really going on--not my being sucked dry like a human Duracell) trying to man up & confirm he'd ensure I got it (when it arrived at the store, addressed to me--"Amy Jin Schmelzer"--He [Phillips 66 guy] made sure to get the "Jin"), when I mentioned that the Phillips 66 rep awarded me a Customer Service Reward of a $25 Gift Card after telling me the "Manager" was a @#$!%!--that I handled everything like a Master. Fancy that. I.O.W.A. stands for "Idiots Out Walking Around"--is what I've often been told away from here. Clearly That Explains Why I Scare People Because I'm Technically "From" Here But Somehow Have Smoked That Curse. Peace, P.S. The nail in the irony coffin--A young woman who tried tracking me down after I'd already left the YM/YWCA came in today totally depressed about a new job. She said they were "total a**holes" to her. She looked in my eyes & said, "Like they're trying to pick on every little thing I do, always watching me to find something new"--something like that. Let's look at demographics & motives here--I mean, I always am. And all I can do is speak from what I've seen & experienced. Our problems have little to do with anything more than complete insanity & weakness--of everything including character--holding power it doesn't deserve, holding Kings & Queens of the people in the slums & saying we're about Freedom. No...It is about Illusion & Greed for those who do not love Source first. P.P.S. In the yellow hoodie on the website I wear that I custom tatt'd up, artwork-wise, there R Chinese characters (I couldn't find the Korean) that read "Enlightened Warrior" on the back, down the spine, with huge, etheric Metatron Angel wings encasing them, coming from my back. On the hood, if the hood's up, you'll read the words, "My 'Hood, My World." I told Jill that this was my neighborhood & that ganging up on the girl with the perfect register who was literally the only person from the neighborhood at hand--which is seen as the best one--as if SHE'S the one doing damage to that locale, is an attitude--& I said I was speaking as a citizen now--not welcome in this neighborhood, and on behalf of MY neighborhood, those people need to leave. There is no Moment like this Moment where that quote is more applicable. Naive in some respects, I may have been, or may still be, but U see, what I've figured out is if U can figure out what the criminals do, or how, it's probably because U do it, too, or have, & have not healed yourself or righted your wrongs with Source, & if you can figure out the what & how but wouldn't have the nerve to enforce, it's probably because U still R. Peace Without Rugs. My 'Hood. My World!!! That's What Source Promised Me If I Chose Here Over Hollywood. And NO, It Was Not An Obvious Choice, Either Way. Sometimes, Perishing Alone & Soul-Disconnected In L.A. Seemed A Much More Obvious Choice Than What I'm Seeing Here. Period. Peace Without Rugs (Image of Amy Jin facing the camera in Supta Virasana) "True peace is never accomplished with shadiness, shirking responsibility, or shoving anything under a rug. Rugs are best left for (Ashtanga-based/Santa Monica) Power Yoga practice." -Amy Jin (Image of Ashtanga Yoga practice rugs) Image Courtesy of AOL Image Bank www.WhatItIsPowerYoga.blogspot.com H.563.556.3524 Dubuque/Asbury, Iowa, United States of America P.S. all U online readers--Upon waking today, I had the clear thought (Sometimes Spirit helps me while I sleep), "Hmmmmmmm...How R U going to cite the reason for suspension as the policy of not asking each and every customer if they have fuel outside for a drive-off when the definition of a drive-off is literally someone who drives off without coming in to pay for their gas?!!!!!" BULLS**T RACIST TRASH!!!!!!! P.P.S. Further irony--Trying to talk to herself & pulling her puppet strings to get Val & Todd--whose Aunt, by the way, was 1 of about at least 3 people, not including John, who works the UD fields, who came in externally while all the crap was happening on Saturday & randomly tried convincing me it was a "great company" & possibly could've seen that my standards of what that meant were national & global, so quite different, than theirs. Superficiality is perhaps the one thing I suck at. Anyway--to nod & agree with her talking to herself about why the Customer Service award belonged to the store & that the Phillips 66 guy didn't know what he was talking about (without even knowing if that was true or not)...had no right or "background" to tell me it was mine. She said, "I mean, he may not even be from this industry or even know what a drive-off is!!!" Last W. T. F. Seriously!? So...rather than tell her how unconvincing she looked as a company head but more like the Queen in "Alice in Wonderland" (She had tried to tell me the guy had no business telling me how to handle a drive-off. I just shook my head as I tried to raise my hand, as if trying to speak in class, & said, "He never tried to tell me how to handle the drive-off. He said he saw how I HANDLED the drive-off..." before she said something akin to, "SILENCE!!!")...I said, as I was walking out the door, "Oh, you mean an industry professional who has no experience with drive-offs like the one who was working in your store but was never trained on them?" Another interesting detail--At one point, she says, "Don't YOU talk to ME like that." I sat in the full intensity of who I am, as a soul, all jokes & titles, past, present, & future aside, & she immediately went silent. I almost laughed at her, "Oh...MEEEEE talk to YOUUUU like that?!!! What does THAT mean?" Looked pretty racist. Even she backed off, "I mean ANYONE. I mean, no one talks to me like that." Apparently no one's ever told her that the truth is actually upheld as top dog in this country or is supposed to, & I'll speak like that 2 her & to the entire world like that until the day I die. What a piece of s**t. God, you know, I felt somewhat less high on life after leaving that meeting, but the ultimate amazingness of not having to work there anymore was still so pervasive in & around my energyfield, I couldn't help but just sit back & chill in it. And what instantly came to me is about all the times throughout my life people, after I went away to college, told me, after they'd heard me talk about where I grew up or aspects of that experience, how "small" & "bigoted" & "stupid," ultimately, that hometown sounded. And I remember getting upset, feeling bad for or instantly defensive without any real reasons, of that hometown & its people, & then, somewhere along the lines, I realized they were right. And this time home--the last time, from what I decided while sitting alone, wanting to just go Home, back to Source, in Phoenix--I've realized that in a very fast, efficient, and intense way, it, meaning Dubuque, is showing me EXACTLY what the crib was like that I was laid in, but it was behind masked faces and hidden agendas & repression of my voice and my truth, as I was growing up here. I realize that I have always felt like an alien, not in a foreign land, but literally a foreign planet, amongst a lesser species, whose foulness seemed all-important to them and who, time after time after time, would choose the stench again, even if God, literally, showed up in their face and offered them a better option. I don't know that there has been any human development or evolution here since the cross-burnings in the early 1990's, when I was growing up here. I think it's safe to conclude, after today, that it has, in fact, gone backwards. And the fact that it has been named an "All-America City" suddenly becomes an indicator of how sad & wasteful our country is if a place that is riddled with the accounts I have written about since returning home can be worthy of any kind of recognition, rather than an award of any high measure. It is, perhaps, an indicator of a small city government needy for external validation and a pat on the head, like a simple but stupid child, rather than its people who, like cannibals, eat one another alive, & go rabid on those who try to employ more enlightened methods of interaction--not realizing that it is those exact rare gems who are their next leaders. And leaders who would lead them into an Order of true purpose, JOY, and delight. And like the status quo simple, stupid children-leaders, they pour themselves into grooming, wishing, wanting, hoping, or even demanding where that power should be placed, and in whom, as though they can change the Order of Source as that Vital Force has placed within each human soul its Purpose, Mission, and Power within the weave of time and space. I Hope Some Of U R Able To Feel What I Am Feeling Inside 2day One Day. It's Amazing.

Saturday, March 15, 2014

Formal & Legal Intention: It's ALL Yoga Expressing In The United States Of America.

      After the last last last last last, same-ol'-shite verbal & physically in my face, railing on Amy Jin abuse session from Sarah(-adoptive mother), then Sam(-adoptive father), this morning, I finally came to an intention that finally came as complete, from within, to formally and legally end all ties with the people responsible for bringing me to this country which, somehow, like all the things I've been victimized in, they are trying to figure out how to make "my fault." I made a rare call to my adoptive sister. She probably needs to consult them and others before knowing how to see or feel about it, but, in the voice of the little sister I remember, all she knew how to say was, "Bye, Amy."
      It started because Sarah was putting out Easter decorations & mentioned she never liked a bunny my Grandmother Schmelzer had painted for me when I was a child. I said I loved it & suggested a couple places it should go. She said it wasn't going out anywhere in her house now, all of a sudden, &, in fact, she noticed (during the many invasions she/they've made into the places where I reside/have my things in the house) that when I cleaned "the room" (that used to be "my" room, which is no longer--They're now all "hers") last week, I moved some of the picture frames, which she threatened to throw me out on the streets for. Her/their favorite thing to say is she's/they're happy to put me back "under a bridge" & say they have all of these supposed "people" or "friends" who regularly put me down (Bigots/ignoramus' from Dubuque, of course)(primarily cuz they got the Lion, not the Mouse), call me "weird," "crazy," or whatever else they're saying (See previous writing about the people who ate Jesus' "crazy bread")--then rant questions that aren't really questions (because I've given them the answers multiple times) about what's "WRONG with you?!!!!" Hmm. Maybe I'm in a foreign country, as an orphan, who's been now totally murdered by the family who received a gift and trashed it.
      Seems like Sam & Sarah Schmelzer, and any remaining connections who've supported their insanity/spiritually (if not in fact) criminal activity, in my regard (Technically, when you do things directly causative to taking away a person's ability to live or hold down work of any kind, that's known as killing someone off--& on purpose? And when you then turn around & tell people it's because the person did something wrong, when they didn't, and when they came back to you BECAUSE they were victimized, and you offer them safe haven, but use it to empower your own life and energy & beat them over the head for accepting the offer, that's called BULLS**T. And when you can't own up when your own child stares you in the eyes, after he or she's again proven you wrong, & U respond with more lies and insults, that's called CRIMINAL according to anyone who's NOT nuts/decent & not split about it).
      For the nth time, I was told she hopes I never have children of my own because there are "slow" people who've "made something of their lives" (working at Wal-Mart or what have U), & I've made nothing of mine. As she's making faces at me &, as usual, using my own words to try to come after me (This proves my efficacy as a Teacher, at least, since though they've learned nothing, at least they're copying me!), telling me I'm "abusing them" in their home, since, after hearing/seeing all of it with my mouth open & my coffee cup almost dropping out of my hand, I shout (finally) that they're horrible, sick people--that they are, in fact, s**t. And in deep s**t. And I hope they're punished, brought out be4 the public--but, I mean, by who? Along with anyone else to whom this applies (Step out from behind the pillars & out of the shadows, Dark Ones!!!!!!! Come battle with the Light, and let's see who Wins!!!). I think the logic I've seen from my upbringing, however, says that that understanding of God says God doesn't care so long as U show up to church & make nice with everyone else, even if U walk away totally trashing them.

Due Karma.

4 Special "Awake" Others: A Shout-Out

      It's rare that I leave "testimonials" (which I've never dug) on this indefinite Internet presence for my teaching/leadership/Love Yoga: The Movement for more than a few weeks--maybe a month or so, however, 4 special "New Kids"/supporting incarnate Angels stepped forward to speak their Truth about the proof in the pudding, which is what they experienced in knowing me and walked away with from Personalized work/asana practice.
      It's not easy to step forward, be in front of the public--much less the entire world, which our technology has quickly and potently enabled--speak your truth, and let the chips fall where they may, however, it is the ONLY thing we're all here to do and operate from. The Truth. There is no path (of any kind) of value in our society that would say otherwise.
      Therefore, thanks to these beautiful souls as I step away and stand alone again--and not just in this world--for bringing their Light, their passion for Justice and Power Yoga, their willingness to lead, not follow in this sad, sad world, and their all-encompassing Beauty, soul-deep, to the fore on behalf of what often feels like a far too lone journey for any one leader or teacher to lead or teach herself:

*Michael Bogolia, Jr. - 'Sup Monterey Bay/Seaside, Cali!!!--Home to the most superior Ashtanga Yoga shala on United States of American soil, while under the care & rulership of Emily (Surname unknown).--For being the "lil' Eminem" compelling, wise, Christ-like, and in tune enough to allow the Ashtanga to take permanent residence in my being. For sharing your Shasta Lake experience, even though U've said U can't remember telling me about it now (Ask Pratap!).

*Z.W. (Zakh Ward), Wartburg College grad, loud and proud (/or my "It was what it was")!, presently IBM (Dubuque)--For your intelligence, protection, love, and your participation. For a natural, strong practice that truly allowed the tradition to be of very real value to the "insane working" world. For the OM necklace and endless nights pow-wow'ing in an atmosphere that was real to music that helped us both connect to our pasts, presents, and futures. For allowing me to break down my usual barriers and be loved, not as a spiritual leader or teacher or sage, but as a human being. For being able to see things as they truly are, not how people desire them to be, while still being able to hold the vision for how things should be, based on what we all desire. The heart of 2013 belonged to U, in return. Pz.

*Heather Kemp, Food & Beverage Supervisor and Bartender at The Diamond Jo Casino (Dubuque, IA!) & The Cave (East Dubuque, IL), respectively--I am so proud of U. For your natural teacher energy and beautiful practice shared as you became more regular in class. I hope it helped your life and journey here, including the myriad people you inevitably care for. Continue that beautiful balance of incredible strength and sweet softness, simultaneously, and most importantly, fearless kindness, no matter how many times they hurt U.

*My "GAIAM Girl," Kelli Edwards, Peosta Community Center Power Yogini--You are beautiful, inside and out, and took so naturally to the Flow. Thanks for showing up with dedication and growing in the practice, being a quiet but constant and powerful force of love and support, which just goes to prove it wasn't just the yoga that gave you that special glow. It seems that for some of us, the yoga is just something that can finally love us back as big and flawlessly as we give it out. I hope you felt that and continue to practice the beauty of traditional yoga, regardless of circumstance, wherever you are.

A Bow Of Servant Leadership & Love To Each Of You.

Prasarita Padottanasana - (Spread-Legged Forward Fold Position)

Prasarita Padottanasana - (Spread-Legged Forward Fold Position)
The Shell-Toed, Park Bench Ad-Lib

Tryst

Sometimes u got me feelin' like feelin' like I's high as high as a kite. Sometimes I's feelin' like sticky licky fingers in a can o' peanut butter and u gotta know better than this.

To take advantage of me's a tryst. U's usin' me 4 her. Her *****, her calm. It's the smile in my demeanor. I got u figured out.

I can't begin to tell u how to move, how to make it betta. Her personality's vexing--sure 'nuff is--& I think it's time u made her your world, or for once,
u gonna get kicked to the curb.

Now's the time for feelin' good. How 'bout u say what u feel(in').

I want you. That's what the point is. As piercing as it might be, you can feel it in your heart, can't u, Boo? Pretty ain't as pretty when it's covered in the aftershocks of your hos/fire and ice. In your head. Your jones for her, instead. Your moans. Emotions can't be played with when they's locked up in your head.

Here's the big picture: U want her, go get her. Feel me? Have no fear, & do it. Go get her. Be a prisoner no more. I tell u, it ain't worth fear. The shark underwater. The fierce pirate's been stealin' your loot, & it's u. Why u bein' severe about it? Pressure-free. Feel u? Feel me?

Peace.

How can u say it ain't a peace thang. Your life's been tied down to nothing-ness since the day u met her. U don't sweat her. There. There's the matrimony. Dutifully. Please believe. In yourself. For once. Go and get her.

A-men. There's the prayer part of you. Puttin' it out there slow enough for truth-tellers to command something new. U think, like a messenger, it ain't ancient teachings I was sent to you? Put u in your new place, space for makin' a blazing choice. A "hi" "how u doin'" half a million dollar smile might work nice.

Best be spendin' those pennies. I like to see you spendin'. Prisoner no more, we've done better, I'm sure. At least u got to steppin' those feet in the right direction. And can't any diversion keep those feet from crossin' the threshhold to the new me, the new u.

Free at last. Free at last.

Thank Goddess & Buddha I'm libertad'd from u. You hunk a' monkey bread. Junkin' me up instead of practicin' what u got. It's sweet love. Sweetness and freedom that's been sent from above. Dios. Thank Dios. Apprecios mi pretty prose so at last I can feel my emptiness.

You got it. A prophet.

A harnesser.

A tryst.

It's over. Be at peace now.

We's complete.

U'r on your path.

And I worship you no more. Nirvana.

Me. So free. I'm back in paradise.

-Amy Jin
(This piece was written as an expression of both understanding other women's perspectives & offering them a higher option.)

Word Up.

Word Up.

The One True Mirror Is The Depth & Truth Within.

The One True Mirror Is The Depth & Truth Within.
When I Left Everything I Knew, I Did What I Knew I Needed 2 Do--I Purified (Asana, Pranayama, Tapas), Knew & Further Studied Myself (Svadhyaya), & Surrendered My Being & Existence To Source (Ishvara Pranidhana--My Favorite). I Was Brought To Ashtanga, To Yoga, To See That What I Had Identified As Being Responsible For Inner-To-External Freedom Was Not Only Teachable But An Ancient, All-Encompassing Wisdom Tradition. I Said To Source, "I'm In."